Life isn't rosy..

Sometimes simple things are so difficult. It becomes so difficult to talk to somebody who was once your biggest confidant. I wanted to say that I am not fine…but would it have made a difference…any impact? Believe me or not, the most difficult thing to face in life is to have somebody who cared for you tell you that he/she doesn’t care in the least bit for you anymore. And then you have no option but to choose the shell, and back off. And now, you can keep your problems to yourself, no one cares. So you have to find a way to console yourself.
And people say there are so many others…
But then can anybody be an alternate for anybody? Some people/things in life are not replaceable. But no one would listen to you. You can keep shouting your head off and keep trying to make people understand. But all you look like is a LOSER.
So I cannot say that I am not fine. And I have to be pretentious. Because I cannot talk to someone I really want to. Great life!

4 comments:

kritika said...

TEMME ONE THING DO I GIVE MY LECTS JUST LIKE THAt!!!
I agree its difficult but then as i keep saying u have to face it head on!!

Sid said...

"And now, you can keep your problems to yourself, no one cares."

let's zoom in:
"...NO ONE CARES."

YEAH RIGHT!!

The very fact that I'm writing this is good enough to rest my case.

And if you have to be pretentious, do it properly. Pretend to TRY once in a while, pretend that there are people you can talk to, pretend someone else cares.....

Aastha Goyal said...

Its not that...and you know it!
It's just that i had perosn whom i was very close to and he isn't there any more...
I never meant it that way..
I know you are one of those who care the most!!

Srini said...

So True...